I am most envious at people who are insensitive, for insensitivity is the most powerfull shield which can protect you from any emotional or psychical cataclysm any man could throw at you. The state of insensitivity is the state commonly seen in people that have nothing to loose from something, or nothing to gain. The fact that there are people insensitive to things that they can loose or things from which they can gain makes me rethink the common sense of the human nature.
Why? Why are some people dying from heart failure and some that are simply uneffected by what may happen around them? Insensitive to pain... Their own pain...no...the pain of others..yes.
They say that the greatest leaders of the world were pretty much so insensitive...that no leader could be succesfull if the was sensitive to human emotions...but...what do we do when the whole scheme has changed...and we do not need one leader? What happens when the very people that we put our faith in their hands...start being insensitive...towards us...the people for whom they should bleed?
They say that all the nations, every since mankind started to rule this world, they choose a group of people to guide them, to rule them, to go to war for them, to bleed for them...
It seems so much so that today...thay are the only ones that are not suppose to bleed, and instead...we do the bleeding for ourselves and for them as well...
Ah...yes...insensitivity...more powerfull that any nuclear weapon, more evil that any dictator...more depressing than any thought...more distructible thatn any feeling...

How I envy them...how i hate them...